Thursday, November 15, 2007

Gettysburg

A couple of days ago, Jason and I visited Gettysburg. There was an exhibit in the Visitor's Center that we'd never seen there: a giant relief map on the floor, with little, colored light bulbs embedded throughout. The bulbs lit up as the 1/2-hour presentation was given, showing Confederate and Union troop movements during the 3-day battle that so affected our nation. Of all the fields and woods and ridges and hills in that scene, Little Round Top struck me as the best blend of geography, chance or Providence, and human choice/activity. Little Round Top was not the highest hill and wouldn't have afforded the best battlefield view but for the fact that the town's inhabitants had previously cleared it of trees. The Union Army ultimately attained that spot and was greatly advantaged.

Here is a picture Jason took of Brig. Gen. Warren's statue on Little Round Top. It was he who realized the key position needed defending and called for troop arrangement there. Then there's a shot of a canon pointed toward the big field of the famous Pickett's Charge.



These events and others of our country's early history I've had a hard time envisioning over my life, not being from this area. Nearly all the town names end in -ville, -town, or -burg. The peoples' accents are strange. The traffic guy on the radio lists off three hundred million highways, biways, freeways, and turnpikes like everybody can keep track of it all! But Jason grew up knowing these place names, hearing them in everyday language, and understanding how the geography and history all fits together. What's interesting is that he could never get a grasp on the westward expansion, which always made good sense to me, having grown up on the plains of Nebraska seeing displays of original covered wagons and old homesteads, and then northwest Montana, a place of cowboys and Indians, where the names of innumerable mountains and rivers bear witness to the native peoples and their lives and struggles there.


"Now the people spoke among themselves and agreed with what their leaders had said. They agreed to be known for the place where they first planted corn. Now they spoke of themselves to other people that way. 'We are Juniper Tree Stands Alone People,' they would say to them....You see, their names for themselves are really the names of their places....That is how they are still known, even though they have scattered and live now in many different states, some in cities far from here."

--Charles Henry, a member of the Western Apache tribe,
as quoted in the book Wisdom Sits in Places

Sunday, November 11, 2007

places

This is not the first time we've been homeless, but it is the first time we've been wandering with no solid decision on where to land. It's the most I've ever thought about place - how we define ourselves by place and are shaped by it. I cherish new places, being wooed by the tantalizing ones and coaxing beauty from the mundane ones, and wondering all along what makes a particular place home to people. I wouldn't make a good longterm homeless person. It has been just less than a year of traveling, and I am yearning for home.

We watched Into The Wild tonight at the theatre. There were scenes from many places we've been, places that have defined us, like the Northern California desert, the bottom of the Grand Canyon, campsights with other road rats, and most movingly, the mountains of Alaska. When I saw footage of the land, of caribou, snow, fireweed, and moose, my heart swelled with love and loss, fullness and emptiness. I miss her! Jason leaned over and said, "Let's go back. Right now."

We have so many ideas of what to do next in life, but unless they involve Alaska, they don't feel very permanent to me. Alaska's vastness is hard to be away from, especially now, when we drive for hours and are never out of identical suburbs. Alaska represents for me independence from the conveniences of society that insulate people from anything raw and real and enduring. And yet, people must be okay living out east here, because 2/3 of the US population is within a 500 radius of DC. I saw that in a pamphlet so it must be true.

Here are a couple of places that make life okay for now: the first two are at Catoctin National Park yesterday, and the last is today in Bethesda.